Do you guys ever get in moods where you don't know what's wrong?
I'm not upset.
I'm not happy.
I'm not excited.
I'm not bored.
But I am definitely unmotivated.
Maybe I am just sleepy...I don't really know!
I'm also not in the greatest blogging mood, so I apologize! I did however, make an observation earlier about my food choices. It's probably completely trivial, but I thought it was interesting. My favorite foods as of recently are all foods that are less, urh, solid. The list includes:
-Sweet Potatoes (more on the solid side, but still edible with a spoon)
I just don't know if it's the texture, or the time of year, or what. But recently I just jump at the opportunity to eat any of these foods. Does anyone know what I mean, or am I just making something out of nothing?
In honor of our BELOVED Lee I began making, what I'm calling, a Recovery Bracelet. It's blue, white, and green--kind of like the symbol for NEDA. I'm going to be wearing it, solo, on my right wrist to remind me that I am stronger than the eating disorder, and that recovery is possible. I'm really excited to get this finished.
I tend to always post snacks, and I hope no one minds! After Lunch today I snacked on this apple (x2)
Then I had psych class, and on the way back I picked up a small coffee. I tend to drink a lot of coffee, but I load it with soy milk, so it's a way to get my calcium!
(I needed to reheat it when I got back, so that's my coffee in the mug! And how silly is this coaster? Can you believe these are the only ones that our school store had? )
With it I had a fellow blogger's specialty- cottage cheese on wheat bread with cinnamon (I know it's not a sandwich thin, but what can I say!? I like my wheat bread!!)
(x2) I can't believe how well cinnamon and CC pair together! It's a flavor party for my tongue!!
I hope everyone enjoys the rest of their Thursday. Remember to keep your chins up, and heads held high! Try to think of other things that make you feel good. I find that getting things accomplished, whether it's cleaning or homework or even getting rid of old, unneeded emails, tends to leave me feeling good about myself!