I haven't updated in so long, and now that I finally am..I have no pictures for you!
I've been having a pretty bad few days regarding body image, and food intake. I'm not sure why I've been so depressed lately- there is really no reason for it! I had my doctors appointment yesterday and I was down yet again (which I already knew though). However, despite being bloated and having just ate dinner I weighed myself again....I don't even know why! I usually weigh myself in the morning, but I decided to do so after dinner and then number frightened me a little which is making me even more resistant to eat. Which is completely crazy, and I know I need to ignore any negative thoughts that come into my head but for some reason I'm finding it easier and easier to listen to them right now...
About my post yesterday- thank you for all your responses! I don't think I was very clear though, about why I was hesitant to do it. In no way am I worried about having other people know about my struggles...because I want to help as many other people as I can! I was just unsure as to whether or not everyone here would want the blog being known to the general public (AKA UConn students). I know many of you like to keep this blog kind of a "secret" or rather, just a personal hobby, but this would make it less of a secret I assume.
BUT. I'm going to do it. Tomorrow at 3 o'clock to be exact. And I am so excited for it. =]
I have a few ideas for more interesting blog posts, but I want to make sure I am in the right mood before I sit down to write. So expect one soon!!
OH, and Lee dear- it's extremely weird that everyone's been having dreams about their blogging friends, but you were definitely pregnant in my dream last night. Sorry love =]